Social Contract

Sunday, February 25, 2007

Happy bday dimpey!

Debut turned to reunion

I thought that I'm going to be late
hmm.. i told pat to wait for me outside the venue
pj.. txtd me and he said he was already there.
huhuhuhu.. why can't I come on time?

I arrived at Palm's club exactly 6pm. Pj and Pat were waiting for me at the parking lot.. whoa! There, I saw their faces again. I hugged both of them and I smiled because Pat still didn't put his neck tie.. wahaha..

It's already around 8pm when the party started. As usual,phoebus was late.. joke! But he was there and we all had a great time. Nonstop kwentuhan and teasing. Phoebus was still the same with the masungit but friendly attitude. "Sungit! hindi talaga nagbago" Patrick was not that quiet and snob anymore.. hehehe.. sungit din yan dati tulad ni phoebus.. maybe because he is in-love.. hahaha.. Pj, hmm.. cute and adorable like a stuffed toy pa rin. He is still bubbly but this time you can't take his fone away from him because his girlfriend keeps on calling him. Eeew.. haha.. but they're still the brothers I met before. they changed but I still know them..syempre

It was Dimpey's b-day and we were not able to talk. It's understood, she's the debutant! Iyel didn't come coz something came up and I was left with my 3 brothers.. wahahaha! We talked about many things and even toured around the club while the party was going on.

The party ended at 12 midnight but we decided to go to ATC to have a cup of coffee and even watch a movie. They all have their driver's license but i went with Pat. hehehe..
Still wearing my gown, we walked around atc.. It was fine since its already past 12 and pat, pj and phoebus were still wearing their coats. hahaha.. the movie house was already closed and there was no karaoke place either. Phoebus suggested to go to greenbelt but Pat already refused to go. We just sat at starbucks and continued our conversation there.

My 1st time!
-to walk at the mall wearing a gown
-1st time to walk more than 2 kilometers wearing clogs and still wearing a gown.. haha
-1st time to in a formal attire (with friends) and hang out at the mall.. parang js prom lang.. hahaha!

hope to see you again guys!! hugs!
posted by "hean" at 2/25/2007 05:40:00 PM 0 comments

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

prom

Countdown to Graduation!

G.C! g.c. Gc gC GC gc Gc!!!!! Wahahaha!!
I’m trying hard to join the club but it seems like my mind is wandering through space.
/Sob T_______T


Ad chem.: “I’m trying hard to learn from him but it’s still useless” tsk tsk..
Half of the class usually cut during this period because there is no difference if they attend or not. I attend because at least I have a chair and a table while doing my assignments and I don’t need to worry about the dept. heads because I’m inside the classroom unlike my other classmates. Hehehe….
I’m already at the peak of being a die hard gc but I know it is already too late.
(hehehehe..) Hell, it’s just a piece of paper anyway. I’m already at Masci, what more can I ask?
Silence….


Feb 16, 2007
Our prom. I was late because Lorraine and I decided to have our make up at Festival Mall, Alabang. We arrived there around 10am so we decided to do some shopping. I asked where the bead shop was and we searched for it from the ground floor to the 4th flr. We didn’t find it. We wasted an hour looking for a shop that doesn’t exist anymore (Festi.. hehe) but soon I realized why I didn’t find it.


Lorraine: Destiny talaga… kaya hindi nakita


We arrived at Masci around 4pm. Tired, we stayed at the Astral building till 5:30pm.
The party ended at 11:45pm.


Moments to remember
* Laarni’s 2nd dance was the highlight of the night.
* Anna’s 1st dance and Abi’s last dance is the same person (guess who!)
* Dani discovered the “cleavage girls” of Einstein!!
* Hagar’s new hairstyle is really cool!
* Jean and Pia were really happy!
*Patchu really looked like a doll!
*Ditchie danced with only 4 people the whole night!


I think everyone has a memorable experience that night. ^_______^


My moments!
*Jay Mark wore a purple polo! (Laughs)
*Thanks to Timmy, I was able to take a rest. (Joke!)
*My clogs really hurt
*My last dance was Clem, Angelo and Miguel. How? Just imagine it!! Hehehe..
*I only danced with 5 people + 3(in one song) so cool!! Wahaha


Feb 17, 2007
I went to Fort bonifacio to arrange some stuff and went with my parents to Bulacan.


Feb 18, 2007
My parents and I went to Sm Megamall to participate at the debut fair. We canvassed for the prices. I was really shocked by the prices. The event was really fun but tiring. I was not able to do my assignments that day.

Feb 19, 2007
Bea gave a revelation.


Feb 20, 2007
Amity and I went to Sm Bicutan and played dance maniax. We ate at Mc Donalds. I arrived home around 8:45pm. Luckily my parents were not yet home.
Add on: while eating, Christian Bautista was our background song..(Abychu!!!)
"Waaahh!! timing pa, yung kantang pang un!!" I remembered something.. hehehe... siya pla ung kumanta nun..


Every second is important so don’t waste each precious moment by just daydreaming!
posted by "hean" at 2/20/2007 10:18:00 PM 0 comments

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Love is in the air!



Love is in the Air??

Hearts hearts hearts.. love love love... hahaha!


Feb. 14!!! Happy 2nd Monthsary Blog!! ahihi.. ^__^

Happy Valentines to all! Mwah!! =)


-Only girls benefit from this occasion.. -Miggy Miranda


Hahaha... half true! ^__^ but don't guys benefit more from it everytime you see your crush smile at you?? hahaha..

anyway, valentines day is not just for couples but for friends and classmates as well and I felt it w/ Einstein!! *Hugz* Love you guyz!!!

I know this is not considered as an occasion by everyone but I do believe that the time will come that you'll appreciate this day... love you!!!! *hugz* Love u all!!


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*Quotes that captured my heart!*


1.The value of waiting is a value of a lifetime. If we know how to WAIT, life shall be easy because God knows what to give us in the right time.


2. The greatest mistakes we make are the risk we don't take. if you think something will make you happy, GO FOR IT! So that you won't live your life asking "WHAT IF?" and telling yourself "IF ONLY!"


3. The problems w/ boys: they make you believe they love you wen they don't, The problem with girls: The make you believe they don't love you when they do.


4. Loving a person doesn't need a criteria, coz once you fall in love, you take the risk of accepting the person. You don't need to find the answer why you love him/her. Everything changes but if you accept that person, magbago man siya hindi ka masasaktan kasi tanggap mo siya ng buo. Mahirap gawin pero masarap subukan dahil wala ng sasaya pa kung iparamdam mo sa taong iyon na mahal na mahal mo iya nang walang hinihintay na kapalit. Dun mo masasabing "Wow! yun pala ang Love!"


5. Masakit magmahal ng palihim, masasaktan ka ng palihim.. pero mas masakit kung pinag-aralan mo siyang limutin gayong MINAMAHAL karin pala niya ng PALIHIM.


6. Naranasan mo na ba dahil sa biro niya, nagkagusto ka sa kanya, dahil sa biro niya nadevelop ka pero hindi mo alam kung totoo sa kanya o biro lang tlga "Pesteng biro yan! bakit ako tinablan?!"


7. If someone loves you be proud of it. It only means that you have something that not everyone has. So, don't let it go coz its not easy to find some one who really loves you despite your imperfections.
posted by "hean" at 2/14/2007 07:14:00 PM 0 comments

Sunday, February 11, 2007

week before the prom

Week before the prom

Astig math camp!
Aking nasaksihan ang magandang kinalabasan nang paghihirap ng mga guro at facilitators sa pagbuo nito.
Sana may math camp ulit pero sana may tulugan na!! Hehehe


Wed: Pumunta kami ni Lorraine sa Glorietta para kunin ang aming dress.. kso hindi pa rin aus ung kay lor.. pinabalik pa sya sa Sun.


Thurs: Nagradio play kami nina kuya pache sa paco park. Natapos naman namin. Tinulungan din ako nina kuya russ at pache makumpleto ung fm proj ko. Hehehe..Sabay kaming umuwi ni Jay Mark, sumabay sa amin si Ekel.. si bea maagang umuwi. Dumaan muna kami ni Jay Mark sa National bookstore para bumili ng scul supplies.


Fri: Math camp na! Nakiligo kmi ni kuya Jay V kanila Lor bago mag math camp. Grp. 8 ako nagparegister pero noong nagsimula na, may nagsabi sa akin na grp 18 din daw ako. Hindi ko npansin na kasali ako dun. Hehehe.. sabi ni angelo dalawa daw id ko!!! Hehehe hihingin ko nlng sa knya sa mon.. =) Hindi nako pinalipat dahil leader ako sa grp. Namin. Eniweiz, masaya naman, magagaling ang mga nagsalitang panauhin kso lng 1-2 oras lng ang tulog namin kaya antok na antok ako. Sayang, hindi ako masyadong nakinig sa 2 huling ispiker dahil sa antok. Sana sa susunod may tulugan na para hindi masayang yung mga mensahe nila. (parang makasasali pa ako next yr. Hehehe)


Saturday: Pauwi nko, pinuntahan ako ni Gerard sa classrm at nagyaya mag tennis. Pumunta kami ng rizal memorial bitbit ang stroller at unan ko. Pagkarating namin, sarado na ang court. Hehehe.. sa susunod nlng ulit.. ^___^


Sun: Pmunta kmi sa site na gusto ng magulang ko para sa debut. Mas malaki sya sa una pero hindi na hotel. Aus lng mas nagagandahan ako sa lugar. Hehehe. Pumunta rin ako ng glorietta para bumili ng sapatos! Nakahanap nman ako at naksalubong ko pa si Tam at kuya Dan sa daan…. Wahaha! Nagshopping din… si Lor nasa glorietta din pla kso hindi parin aus ung dress nya. Inuwi nlng nya.. Nkita ko si Ryan Agoncillo sa glorietta!! Super Gwapo tlga!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh!! Napaka cute in person. Npaka natural pa mag emcee.. hehehe!! mwah! ksma nga lng nya si Judy Ann.. huhuhu..


Malapit na ang Prom!! Haiz, sana walang mga test sa thurs. hehehe… gusto ko manood ng cine!! History boys!! Hahaha! May aayusin pa pla ako sa prom.. good luck naman.Valentines na rin pla! Yung kapatid ko pabalik pabalik na sa mall kabibili ng regalo. Swerte naman nun!! Ang gastos! Eniweiz…hindi ako mkagawa ng takdang aralin ngayon dahil nasa Locker ko ang school bag ko! ^_________^
posted by "hean" at 2/11/2007 08:43:00 PM 0 comments

Friday, February 02, 2007

The Pont of no return

The Point of No Return

I was shaken by the events that occurred
They didn’t give me any choice but to run
Fear, hatred, sadness, anger..
They haunt me day by day
Thus,
I made an oath, a choice
A promise.
Now,
This is where I stand.
This is where my feet brought me,

Back to where I started.
posted by "hean" at 2/02/2007 09:03:00 PM 0 comments

Nasaan na nga ba ako?


Nasaan Na Nga Ba Ako?

Nagdaan ang mga araw, tila wala pa rin nagbago. Nandito pa rin ako sa mundong puno ng kaguluhan. Marahil, hindi na ako makababangon.

Isa ba itong pagkakamali?

Dati, hindi ako nagsisisi sa tinahak kong landas. Masaya ako. Batid kong lahat ay kaya ko. Ngunit,ngayong narating ko na ang araw nang paghuhusga ay unti-unti nakong nagaalinglangan.

Masaya ako, ngunit bakit nahihirapan ako? Para saan ang pagdurusang aking hinaharap ngayon? Ito ba ang kapalit na kaligayahang pinatikim ng Bathala sa akin?
Sana hindi nalang ako sumaya
Binabawi rin naman kasi Niya.

Ayaw kong dumipende sa ibang tao. Ayaw kong makita nila ang kahinaan ko. Ayaw kong lumabas na wala akong silbi.

Magtatapos na ang taon ngunit hindi pa huli ang lahat. Kailangan ko nanamang pumili. Kailangan kong bumawi.
Alam kong magiging mahirap ito ngunit gagawin ko ito para sa aking sarili, para sa aking kinabukasan.

Babalik na ako sa dati kong buhay.
Paalam…

posted by "hean" at 2/02/2007 08:59:00 PM 0 comments

Kailangan ko nang bumawi

Kailangan Ko nang Bumawi!!


Hay, isang linggo kong inisa isa ang aking mga asignatura para lamang makahabol. Halos 5 pagsusulit ang kinukuha ko sa isang oras pero hindi pa rin sapat. Hindi pa rin ako makahabol.


Naexcuse nanaman ako kanina sa isang subject. Talagang nanghinayang talaga ako dahil bawat minuto ngayon ay mahalaga sa akin.
Yung daddy ko nagpasya na kausapin ang guro ko kanina sa ad chem., naiba bigla ang sinabi ng aking guro ngunit mas mabuti na yun kaysa masama pa ang kanyang ibalita.


2:20 dis namin kanina subalit 6pm na kami nakauwi dahil kinumpleto ko pa lahat ng kulang ko sa comsci, buti nalang ay nkahabol ako kung hindi 85 na ang grado ko.
Salamat kay Rose abi at Russ at tinulungan nila ako
Kay Lora na naging partner ko sa hands on
Si Jay Mark na tinuruan at hinintay ako hanggang 6pm para sabay kmi


Sa Lunes English, social at fm ang kukumpletuhin ko
Nakalulungkot dahil kahit kumpletuhin ko lahat ay mababa parin ang magiging marka ko.


Sabi nila ay magsisimula na ang paggawa ng yearbook at dyaryo. Pinagdarasal ko na sana walang pagpupulong tuwing may klase.
Pakiramdam kong mababalewala lahat ng pinghirapan ko. Pero..
Ayaw kong masayang iyon lalo pa binalik na sa amin ang report card nmin last year.
Waaaaaaaaaahh!! Hindi maaari!!
Kailangan kong bumawi!
Hindi pwede masira ng isang markahan lamang ang lahat ng pinaghirapan ko!!
Sabi naman ni Jay Mark posible pa akong makahabol
Kung.. babalik ako sa dati..
May mga isasakripisyo ako..
Kailangan tlga…


Ang dami pa naming kailangan isipin
Hindi ko nga alam kung magpro2m pa ako dahil wala pa akong damit… haiz..
Sana ay magkaoras ako. Kahit isang oras ng shopping hehe..
Ang daming test, project
Ung grad ball pa, ung yearbook, graduation…
Kaya ko ito!!! Hehehe.. salmat sa mga tumutulong sa akin !! lalo na sa naghihintay sa akin ng 3 oras arawaraw.. Salamat!
posted by "hean" at 2/02/2007 08:37:00 PM 0 comments

I woke up one morning and saw the sun shining brightly at me. See? This is life. I must learn to move on, take the risk and be happy. I turned back and saw the dark past..."Hey, Its miserable in here, do you want to come with me?"

would i dare go back?

Most of us realize that we love someone just because she/he's already gone...
that's wrong..
do learn from mistakes...

admirers & fans.. don't think this is for u..
haha =)

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