Social Contract

Saturday, July 28, 2007

apsm!

Update! apsm rockz!! ^_______^
Gawd! I finished that sweet notes stuff for APSM. What an org! I didn’t want to join this org but when kuya Jerome talked to me yesterday, my heart changed. I want to be an APSMER! I want to make a change. I want to make it big!

What do I mean by big? Apsm is not the org. that you’ll go if you want to be famous. You won’t need a badge to prove your one of them. You just need to have a heart and that’s it. They all have big hearts. That is what I’m looking for.

Being the last freshie in our batch of applicants, I intended to give up. I thought that I wouldn’t make it. Who would give a damn about sheets anyways? I don’t need extra homework in my life, thank you. But I soon realized that it was not about those essays, letters and marketing strategies. They’re teaching us something. something that we need in order to survive UP.

Unlike my co-applicants, I haven’t finished reading Heywood (the bible of Polsci majors) and it has been hard for me to cope in their conservations. But hey, this is a great exposure for my majors ahead! They have been good to me and I really like the members of this org.

Now I’m scared of failing the application process. I’m scared because I know in my heart UPSA is my love. I’m not good in budgeting my time but I’m still striving hard to make all ends meet. I still believe that I can do all these things at the same time.

“Everything is possible when you believe!”

Free writing..

Argh! No cellophane paper!!? How can I finish my sweet notes without cellophane paper?! Hell! Arghh!! Thank God I don’t have any tests on Mon. I’ll just do my sigsheet and sweet notes tom. Speaking of tests math17!! Long test on Aug 8.. I need to act fast! I need to study math.. but I hate math!! Some one please help me!! Huhuhuhu….

Why can’t I keep him out of my head!? He’s history!! Arghh!! What did I eat today to remember him? I thought UPd is the present and masci the past. Thea!!!! Please take a break will you?! Make up your mind!!! Arghhh!! You have a new life now… do your escape tactics like keeping yourself busy by doing and joining stuffs until you won’t have time thinking of other things! He also has a new life now, he’s far away, he already stopped so do the same, don’t look back… just think of math17.. Maybe the reason of this is because you are not here, you’re busy… why are you soo busy!! Why don’t you have time?!! I Hate you so much!!!! coz he’s here, he’s the one I often see…. So please stop that crap now.. learn to adjust… keep your promises….stay…like what you said before.. I don’t want this crazy things in my head.. thanks to a good friend of mine, these ideas flared into my mind in our eng.1 thank God our prof. didn’t take this paper!! I was exploding like hell!

I need a novel, I need a book!! I hate book 7. I wished harry would die but nooooooooooo, he reincarnated or whatever!! Harry-Ginny?! What a mess!!! I’m so disappointed and I do hope those fan-fic writers out there could make a better ending than book 7…

Eng1 is the best course ever, freewriting the best lesson! Haha..
posted by "hean" at 7/28/2007 10:51:00 PM 0 comments

I woke up one morning and saw the sun shining brightly at me. See? This is life. I must learn to move on, take the risk and be happy. I turned back and saw the dark past..."Hey, Its miserable in here, do you want to come with me?"

would i dare go back?

Most of us realize that we love someone just because she/he's already gone...
that's wrong..
do learn from mistakes...

admirers & fans.. don't think this is for u..
haha =)

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